blogging to limbo

oof! i'm not sure what's going on, but blogger has for some reason decided not to show the comments i have received on the last post...hmmm, weird! hopefully it'll iron itself out. just wanted to let you know that it's not like i deleted your post or anything :) You guys are always so great and supportive with your comments, i really appreciate it! i'm not sure what type of limbo the comments went to...

on another note, i am sick. really yucky sick. the kind of sick that isn't productive or fun. you know, "productive sick" is when you are just sick enough to avoid doing your usual routine and it's actually kind of neat to sit around and read magazines and watch tv. unfortunately, the sick that i have is the "feel really crappy and blow your nose and sneeze all day with your head stuffy and body feeling fatigued, can't sleep at night" type. i am wracked with guilt when this type of sick happens, because it means i am "not getting anything done". i'm not sure why i feel this way when things like this happen, since everyone needs some down time, but i have an almost overbearing sense of always needing to "do" something and use my time wisely.

i guess i have to convice myself that it is extremely wise to just be sick right now, with no "goal" in mind other than to get myself better! sigh!